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I’m Daman Arora (he/him) and I enjoy building things. Read more.
The Feeling About The Feeling
A friend once described her anxiety like this. She was planning a trip. Months out. Nothing was going wrong. The flight was booked. The person at the other end was waiting for her. Everything should have been fine. But she was anxious for weeks. When she finally stopped and asked herself what she was actually anxious about, she realised she was not anxious about the trip. She was anxious about being anxious....
Why the Fourth Exam Is Scarier Than the First
Not every bad feeling is a problem. Some pass through you, do their job, and leave. Others settle in and quietly start to run your life. Knowing which one you are in, in the moment, decides what you should do about it. Three words make the distinction easy: DISTRESS Passing negative emotion. Keeps you on your toes. Comes, does its job, leaves. DISTURBANCE Intense negative emotion that interferes with your intentions....
What a Bad Day Turns Into After You Repeat It Enough
A single bad day is a bad day. A bad day repeated enough times becomes something else. It becomes a rule you did not consciously write. The rule, repeated enough times, becomes an identity you did not consciously choose. The useful thing I keep coming back to is that this process has distinct layers, and each layer needs a different response. If you can tell which layer you are standing on, you know what to do about it....
The Hours After You Think You Heard a Dig
The previous post was about remarks you can quote. This one is about the much more expensive kind: the remark you cannot prove, that may not even have been addressed to you, that is built to make responding look paranoid and not responding feel like you let it slide. A direct insult costs you twenty minutes. An indirect dig can quietly cost you a week. The real cost is not the moment....
When Someone Makes It About You
There is a specific move a conversation makes where the thing on the table suddenly becomes you. You feel it before you can name it. The next two seconds decide the next hour, maybe the next week. These are the notes I keep for that moment. If you only remember five lines from this post, remember these: 1. Pause. 3 to 5 seconds. Say nothing. 2. Say "say that again." Flat, no edge....